Nigella Lawson was just in my station.
She is still too unbearably attractive.
need to focus on myself and forget about everyone else.
I feel like that photo isn’t me…like I’m some blob version of it. Yuck.
Honestly don’t know what to do? Like I know have issues..I know I get annoyed easily…I know I get irrationally angry and I’m not a particularly good person sometimes. I can’t fucking control these feelings they just happen!! All I want to do is rip my personality out of me and throw it in the bin. It’s horrible. I hate hearing people at work talk about me about things I know I can’t control. I don’t like that I’m being taken the piss out of.
I actually hate myself so much. I HAVE SO MUCH GOOD INTENTIONS and Im loving please just leave my issues alone.
what’s up with these job applications for supermarkets asking you 400 questions then demanding a two page essay on your qualifications for the role like sorry completely forgot i need a doctorate to put some bread on a shelf